Yesterday, I woke up a caterpillar.
Lazily slugging along
through the autumn leaves.
Nibbling and grazing,
Plumping and lengthening.
Accustomed to life on earth,
Contented and ever looking forward
To what met me next
On that damp, solid ground.
Then, the time
And instinct came.
“Rise higher.”
So I climbed the tree,
Created a new home for myself
Until I was surrounded in that silken,
Darkened womb.
Topsy-turvy,
Upside down.
Suspended in mystery.
Then came time,
Instinctively,
To digest myself
In that magical soup.
Upside down,
All my experiences
Encased in silk
Breaking down and reforming
While the world steadily turned around me,
I patiently waited within myself
To see how I
Reformed.
And instinctively,
I emerged –
My old home no longer fit.
Suffocated –
I broke out.
Still emerging,
The world still turning around me,
Urging
“Go higher.”
Shaking off these new things –
Wings.
I’m beckoned
“Fly.”
And so, I do.
And when it’s time,
You, too, will know
Instinctively
That it’s time to grow
Encased within yourself
All that you’ve consumed.
Marinating,
Breaking down,
Reforming.
In that magical, mystical
Darkness.
Until you’re beckoned
To the light
When your old home
Is outgrown.
You, too, will fly
Into that same sky,
Occasionally noticing
A little something
Slugging along, lazing along
Down below.
Satisfied with solid ground
Lazing along the dirt
And nibbling leaves
Not yet knowing the nectar
Of the beautiful flowers and that blissful freedom
That awaits you
In your new home
In the sky.
The magic of darkness. – BEM
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