Tag: life

  • Hatchlings.

    Hatchlings.

    In the first grade,
    our little group walked
    double-file down the hall,
    around the corner,
    behind our teacher
    to the wing with “KINDERGARTEN”
    painted so high on the wall,
    it almost touched the ceiling.

    “To see a surprise,” they said.
    We went into the large classroom
    at the end of the hall to find
    little incubators filled with eggs,
    warming.
    “Baby chickens,” they said.

    We waited and waited
    and watched and
    came back and left
    in anticipation.

    Then finally, eventually, the
    little brown eggs started
    to crack and crack
    and little beaks poked through,
    jutted between jagged edges,
    fracturing the smooth, tawny shell
    surfaces they used to call home.

    We chattered amongst ourselves
    in excitement, watching intently and buzzing
    as we watched each little neon orange
    beak clickclickclick through.

    – First delicate and untouchable, now
    a minor inconvenience they needed
    to rid themselves of – too
    confining and dark, encapsulated
    from oxygen and sunlight.

    Finally, all the little chicks
    were out!
    “Wow,” our little 6-7 year old
    mouths gaped open
    in amazement and as they hatched,
    we cracked open
    our eyes, mouths, minds
    with a little more experience and
    ready for the next surprise.

    “Hatchlings.” – bem

  • Serpents.

    Serpents.

    Don’t be fooled –
    the deceiver loves to be
    deceived.

    A mirror –
    feeding their ultimate
    reflection.

    You and I get what we want
    and they get what they
    deserve.

    For the rest of time
    slithering around on
    top of each other in
    the heat,
    hissing and writhing –

    convincing each other their
    songs sound as sweet as
    the birds high in the treetops and
    clouds, flying, soaring,

    while they’re confined
    to their own ignorance
    in dank baskets on
    solid, cold, ground,
    their imagined palaces sheltering
    them, hidden from the light, feeding
    on each other’s poison. Unable
    to recognize the soft, smoothness
    of a blooming flower, the
    masterful, shimmering cut
    of a clear diamond – the
    freshness of the Mediterranean
    in the springtime.

    No.
    They only see
    the mirror’s reflection:
    glassy eyes, flickering forked
    tongues and joker’s smiles
    spreading wide in demented contentment.

    “Serpents.” – bem

  • A world in flux.

    A world in flux.

    A world in flux
    is a world alive.
    Black Sea mixes with
    Red Sea.
    White sand burning
    Gold.
    Oceans blend into
    Oceans.
    Infinite Metamorphoses.

    Nature
    knows no separation.
    Seeds
    blown off trees
    over borders
    crossing
    continents,
    countries,
    city-states,
    counties.

    Mud to mudpies
    clay and clay
    to dust.

    Growth, death,
    re-growth, re-death,
    then back again
    360.

    You and I blend together
    the same.
    Matter turning to liquid,
    melting –
    like chocolate
    fondue
    – all flavors,
    better to dip the strawberries
    in and lick,
    savor,
    swallow –
    dissolve
    again and again.

    “A world in flux.” – bem

  • Changes.

    Changes.

    Somehow,
    we become an adult
    from an infant.

    In such an incremental way
    progressing from inches to
    feet.

    Our hair and eyes change,
    height,
    weight –

    And still we remain the same,
    our transformations keeping us whole.

    “Changes.” – bem

  • Patience.

    Patience.

    Planting seeds and watching them grow.
    Some burst forth from the rich, warm soil,
    some try,
    and others never reach the light.

    The gardener bends over
    in the afternoon heat,
    basking in the sun’s glow
    and focusing in unbroken
    concentration.

    Handfuls of seeds
    all in a row,
    freshly laid soil
    in neat little boxes,
    here and there.

    And then
    planting,
    packing,
    watering,
    waiting…

    “Patience.” – bem

  • The flame.

    The flame.

    The flame.

    Oxygen fans flames
    to keep them alive
    like souls in bodies.

    Breathing in –
    inhaling,
    dragging, drawing,
    sometimes panting,
    or even gasping –
    to stay alive.

    Then the inevitable
    exhale.
    The contraction of the lungs.
    Release.
    Relief.
    Then expanding once more –
    to stay alive.

    Fanning the flame of the human spirit.
    First the initial spark.
    Then brightening,
    glowing,
    flickering,
    dimming than bursting.
    Oxygen flowing in and out –
    to stay alive.

  • The seasons.

    The seasons.

    The seasons.

    Throughout the seasons,
    the leaves on a tree
    change
    one by one.

    Winter, spring, summer, and fall,
    and back again.

    In winter,
    the barren branches frost over,
    covered in crystals,
    and slumbering to survive
    in the darkness.

    In spring,
    gradual thawing
    leads to growth.
    The blossoming begins,
    sap seeps through the cracks.

    Expanding,
    Thriving,
    Feeding,
    Feasting.
    Opening to the sun,
    dancing in the rain.

    In summer,
    the leaves laugh –
    tickled by the wit of the wind
    breezing by
    and reaching up to the light
    in a mutual embrace.
    Basking,
    Glowing,
    Giving and receiving.

    In autumn,
    the preparation begins.
    Storing nutrients and
    cutting off leaves.
    Each turning colors,
    then spiraling from sky to soil,
    performing its grand finale.

    Gradually,
    the tree fortifies itself
    and lays down to rest.
    And then,
    the frosting and slumbering
    begins again.

    Our bodies are like nature
    with the intelligence and wisdom of trees.
    All of our parts
    sensing and feeling the time.
    Responding,
    Working,
    Sharing,
    Expanding and contracting,
    Sleeping.

    And still,
    every time the season turns,
    we panic as though we’ve never
    been through this
    dozens of times.

    But we have –
    We’ve simply
    forgotten.
    Since,
    like the trees,
    the seasons
    keep us
    brand new.

    “The seasons.” – bem

  • Today, you are born.

    Today, you are born.

    Today, you are born.
    Everything has re-created itself for you.
    And in response,
    All there is to do is love.

    Inhaling, exhaling.
    Eyes cracked open for the first time,
    Seeing:
    the world for the first time.
    Your mother, your father,
    Your sister, your brother.
    Yourself –
    for the first time.
    Him, her, us, them – all.

    The dense blades of lush green grass
    and blazing canary yellow sunlight.
    Cool, cerulean skies
    dotted with shape shifting cotton candy clouds.

    Wind rushing toward your fresh face,
    Glittering ocean waves.
    Entire bodies of water
    re-created for you
    to love for the first time.

    The feeling of cool, gritty sand
    slipping through your clenched fists,
    shifting underneath the weight of your feet.

    The first time you heard a crack of thunder,
    Shivered in the rain,
    Then tasted a warm strawberry sunset.
    Experiencing it all today
    For the first time.

    And in response,
    All there is to do is love.
    Inhaling, exhaling.
    Until you lay down for another rest.

    Until, again, the opportunity presents itself –
    Born again, to another new day.
    The world re-creates itself for you.
    And you awaken, and crack your eyes open,
    To love it all again,
    Like it’s the first time.

    “Today, you are born.” – BEM

  • The ledge.

    The ledge.

    The most fearful moment is
    when we stand on that ledge
    looking down below
    from the airplane
    cliff
    diving board.

    Butterflies in your stomach
    Life flashing before your eyes
    Like film,
    polaroids,
    stills.

    But the weird thing about it is
    If we never took that leap of faith,
    Swallowed that ball in our throats,
    Ignored the butterflies
    and the adrenaline that made our
    blood pump and hearts race like hell,

    There would be no highlight reel
    8×10 glossies
    Instagram feed
    of memories
    Flashing through our minds.

    And so, as we go on,
    There will always be that new moment,
    Dying for its place on the reel.
    And the only thing that allows it to happen
    Is that same moment
    In different places
    At different times
    On different ledges

    Where we find ourselves
    Feeling that screaming feeling
    Between fear and courage.

    Mocking you,
    Taunting you,
    Because oftentimes what looks and feels like falling down
    Is really a jolt up
    Into that sparkling, crackling, newness,

    And the look down is merely
    A reminder
    of what you’ve accomplished
    Lying beneath you, behind you, underneath you.
    Supporting you
    As you stand tall,
    preparing to skyrocket forward.

    Screaming
    between clenched teeth,
    eyes,
    fists
    Into that sparkling, crackling, newness.

    “The ledge” – BEM

  • compassion is self care

    When I touch myself,

                I touch the world.

    When I love myself,

    I love the world.

    When I respect myself,

    I respect the world.

    When I love myself,

    I love the world.

    If eternity is within

    a grain of sand,

    All of humanity

    is within itself.

    My neighbor is my mirror.

    I look into his eyes

    and I see myself.

    When I speak to my sister,

    I hear myself.

    Self-love, self-care, self-respect

    are all just an act of

    community service.

    When I love myself,

    I love the world.

    When I love the world,

    I love myself.

    “compassion is self care” – BEM