As he twirls a fork around in the storebought
ramen noodles on the stovetop, painstakingly emptying
every ossified crumb from the synthetic bag
into the boiling night of the saucepan.
Even with the hardest clumps, we cannot
afford the waste of anything, seasoned or unsalted.
We think of our children nearly decades
out of the house and almost weep – now
is the time. We decide poverty is a cousin of risk. Like college
students sprinting through stipends, we savor every
morsel of time. Seconds expand with great focus on
every wish wrestled into fruition. Now, we celebrate.
I unseal, crack through, and unroll the cans
of tinned fish. I then break out the crusted bottle, delicately
palming it like wheat-stained window glass.
It would have been house wine at our old
favorite restaurant, at best, before the hard times. He tosses
a few ice cubes into each stemless cup. Our cracked
teeth are worth yards of silk as we count out
our undusted dreams. There is nothing more satisfying than
shining shooting starlight upon the unbroken,
blackened lines of tarnished hope.

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